Despair {open}

[potterfreak14]

Indago sat in the corner of the empty classroom, Christina in the carrier thing beside her. Tears leaked from Indago's eyes to her cheeks, to her chin, then to the floor. "You said forever!" Indago shouted to the ceiling, her bloodshot eyes traveled back to her knees. "You were wrong..." Indago whispered. Her unkempt red hair hung around her face, sheilding her face from veiw, the door creaked open. "Just go away." Indago moaned softly, she had cried herself hoarse...

[popprincess1995]

"It's Jasmine" said Jasmine quietly. She walked in anyway. She put an arm around indago. "He loved you and did it fr you. Even though he loved you other people still care. Would he want you upset and like this, Christina depends on you now. You can't shove everyone and everything away just because he died. People are born," she said s she picked up Christina. "And people die" she sighed as she put Christina down. "It is the circle of life and we can't change it, nomatter what we do. Other peole are here. Yu have to learn to love what you have before you lose it." soothed Jasmine. She bushed Indago's hair out of her face. Jasmine was naturally a mother like figure even though she never had one. No one ever loed Jasmine.

[potterfreak14]

Indago knew Jasmine's words were true, but she needed the time to greive in peace. Evan was killed only a few days ago, it was a traumatic expirence, and right before her eyes. She saw it play over and over again in her head whenever she attempted to sleep, there was just nothing worth living for. The one person that had got her out of that rut, out of her despair was gone. And Indago felt herself slipping into that rut again, no matter how hard she fought it, she was resorting to her old ways again. Self-inflicting pain to cut out her greif... Indago pressed her palms to her streaming eyes, she had put rubber bands aroiund her sleeves to keep them up...

[popprincess1995]

"There are plenty of people who risk their lives for you, who care about you" siad Jasmine. "Hirting yourself makes it worse" she said crossley. "You said that other people do matter, why are you dening your own words?"

[potterfreak14]

"I've been through this too many times, I can't take much more of it." Indago whispered, it was as loud as she could talk after all the time she'd spent crying. Indago picked up Christina and held her close. The followers would be after her child next.. She knew it. Indago stood up, still holding her child tightly and sprinted from the room, eyes streaming. She just wanted to be alone and around every corner there were more people... More questioning faces when all she wanted was iscolation... Indago stopped, then locked herself in a broom closet, Christina looking at her puzzled. Indago sat down on an over-turned bucket, crying softly.

[popprincess1995]

Indago, don't go anywhere alone if you care about christina projected Jasmine and left it at that. Followers were after Indago and if Indago did care, she would not risk her life considering she would leave Christina an orphan.

[potterfreak14]

Indago held Christina close to her chest, tears flowing down her cheeks, she had never heard Jasmine's message. It probably had reached her, but Indago had decided to ignore it.

[popprincess1995]

Jasmine inforced her message so that Indago had heard it. She had an idea. She bit her lip as she thought. What would Indago do if she saw how she acted. Jasmine looked at the kinfe in her pocket. She pulled it out. "You know what, I don't care anymore" she said softly to herself. She threw her knife as it skidded on the ground. "I am leaving Hogwarts. I can't stand the negitivityu anymore. I try, and I try, and I try and no one will cheer up. No one cares about me anyway" she said softly as a tear rolled down her cheeck. No one really cared. She did try and was responded with the cold shoulder. Wy should she try.

[potterfreak14]

Indago leaned her head against the wall of the broom closet, trying to stop crying, it was impossible...

[popprincess1995]

Jasmine sank to the floor, tears streaming down her face. "Happy everyone?" she asked loudly to herself. "Happy that you finally got it through to me that I am a worsless orphan that can't do anything but screw up people's lves. Well, Congratulations, You did it! She wailed. No one was in the corridor but she knew some people could here. She hoped people were happy. She wasn't worth anything. She couldn't do anything. She knew that know.

[potterfreak14]

Christina had fallen asleep in her arms. Indago laid Christina in a box of clean rags. She slipped a small blade from her pocket and removed the rubber bands from the sleeve of her right arms and rolled it up.

[popprincess1995]

Jasmine felt something hit her over her head. Everything went black.

[potterfreak14]

Blood seeped down Indago's forearm. The knob to the closet rattled. She rolled down her sleeve hastily and put the rubber bands back on. She slipped the knife into her pocket, just as someone opened the door, it was...

[popprincess1995]

Jasmine woke up to see a follower looming over her. Her eyes flashed dangerousley. She kicked him and stood up. "Run Indago!" She yelled through the door as she shoved him out of the way of the door. Then she realized why should she care. Indago didn't care about her. No one did. She sent chains flying from her wand imprisoning the follower. Kicked him in the head and stood there thinking. Nothing mattered anymore. She didn't matter. She took out her knfe and held it at her own throat.

[neigh123]

"Whut are you doing" yelld Lily.