There's Still a Life to Live {OPEN}

[minnieweasley]

Jasmine's collapse did nothing for Minnie's worry except increase it. She bit down on her lip harder.

[popprincess1995]

Jasmine felt tears come to er eyes. It was all her fault he was dead. She was responsible for hr moms and his. She had nothing to live for anymore. Se felt her nerves calm down.

[* JAQI]

"It isn't your fault, but I can't force you to see that. In time, you'll know." Cici said soothingly, helping Jasmine up and into a bed.

[popprincess1995]

"How do you know. He died because he thought I died. I almost died because I saved him because he saved me because we were in love. It was the first time I ever loved anyone and anyone loved me. It is all my fault. I will never love again! I have no point in living!" She sobbed as she told Cici everything.

[* JAQI]

"Just calm down, I have been in your shoes, thing may seem sad at first. But gradually, when you think back, would the one you love want you to mope your entire life? No, in time, things will look up." Cici soothed.

[popprincess1995]

"I have the blood of two people on my hands. I am a murderer." She muttered as she took out her wand. She waved it as her hair became black for mourning. Scars still penetrated her face. Good. She didnt want people to know her as Jasmine. This was how she mourned. A huge length of hair fell to the ground. The slyterin cresent on her robes dissapeared. She looked at herself in the mirror. No one should recognize her easiy.

[* JAQI]

"You are most certainly not a murderer!" Cici protested.

[popprincess1995]

"How am I not a murderer?" She protested. Cici seemed unphasd by her change.

[* JAQI]

"It wasn't out of vain, selfishness or just because of a mean heart. It was only because you had to. Your heart is in the right place, you can love, you are not a murderer." Cici insisted.

[popprincess1995]

"Now i dont think I can love anymore. The only one I ever loved is gone because of me" she murmered. Good. She didnt want people flippig out over her mourning stage. She didnt know how long she could handle the feeling nside her before she would run away or go insane.

[minnieweasley]

"Jasmine, it isn't your fault!" Minnie cried. "You - you can't do this! Everyone's lost something, that's just the way it is!" She couldn't help herself. Seriously, Jasmine was getting out of hand with this....

[popprincess1995]

asmine turned away. Why were they saying she was stubborn? She couldnt really ever love again. They both had real family. Shse never did, and never will now that Cal was gone. She thought of the first time they met. How he saved her life. He had risked everything for her. It was all her fault.