Insanity *open*

[rebel]

Jasmine shook her head. "No Ari, its nothing like that. I don't wanna have to witness his getting killed." she replied quietly, watching the bottle disappear into the night. "But I need him. I love him Ari. I love him. And I can't bare to lose him, let alone witness his death."

[lily]

Ariana sighed. She was fourteen, what was she supposed to know about love. "I guess only you can make the choice to go or not, but do you honestly think he'll die?" Ariana asked, closing her eyes. She could not picture Ryan dead, it was impossible.

[rebel]

Jasmine bit her lip. "No, I don't." she whispered, glancing over at Ariana. "No, I don't." she repeated, needing to hear herself say that again. "I just miss him. I need to go and write." she muttered.

[lily]

Ariana nodded. "Are you really going to write, or are you going to the bar, then writing?" Ariana asked. "I want the truth, because I'm going to go to the bar with you if I think you're lieing" She stood up and held out a hand to help Jasmine up.

[rebel]

Jasmine laughed. "I'll go to the Owlery and write tomorrow. Promise." she replied solemnly. "On my honor." she whispered when she recieved a glare from Ariana. She held up her right hand in mock swearing.

[lily]

Ariana raised her eyebrows expectantly. She folded her arms over her chest. "Where are you going today then? It's" She checked her watch. "It's 5:30 in the morning" She watched Jasmine carefully, watching for signs of going to drink.

[rebel]

Jasmine frowned. "I don't know. You wanna come with me to go and have some hot cocoa in WWW?" she asked. She really wanted something a bit more strong, but with the chocolate she would be aable to distract herself for the day.

[lily]

Ariana watched her cousin carefully. "Sure" She picked up her broom and carried it over her shoulder. "So what's been goin on in your life?" She asked, her fingers twitching for the drugs she had thrown into the night. She was officially addicted.

[rebel]

Jasmine shrugged. "Nothing really. I've been spending a bit more with Charlie." she replied casually. She always had spent time with her twin, but now that Ryan was gone she needed a male influence in her life, whether that influence was gay or not.

[lily]

Ariana nodded. She didn't really have much to say. She felt a want to go back to the muggle world, stay with her boyfriend again. Well, her ex-boyfriend. Everything had been so perfect and carefree, no drama. She wanted that again, but she knew it couldn't happen again.

[rebel]

Jasmine noticed Ariana being distant. "IS something alright Ari?" she questioned. They finally reached Weasley's Wizard Wheezes and she carefully unlocked the door. With a flick of her wand, two mugs of cocoa flew into the air and followed them into the back room. Jasmine took her seat and sat down.

[lily]

Ariana took the cup of cocoa gratefully. She leaned back in her seat taking a small sip of her cocoa. No one had asked about her stay in the Muggle world, and for that she was grateful. Now someone was showing interest and she didn't think there was any way around the abusive ex topic. "Yes, everything is fine" She lied. She knew Jasmine could always see straight through her lies, but it was worth a try.

[rebel]

Jasmine flopped down into he love seat she usually shared with Ryan. "Mmhmm." she muttered quietly, taking a sip of cocoa. "Right. And that's why you had the drugs. To contain yourself from the feeling of rightness." she replied sarcastically.