Farewell, Or Not [open]

[potterfreak14]

Indago sat on the floor, allowing herself to bathe in her misery. Why was she here? There was no point for it, why didn't she just allow herself to die when she had the chance? Stay away from the miserable mortal relm... But no, she had to be stubborn and return. She was going to leave this place, Indago was sick of it. She pulled a bottle from her pocket, she was taking a muggle approach to it. She'd went to a muggle store, gotten help finding the pain killers, paid for them and left. So there she sat, in the corner of the empty classroom, the bottle in her hand. I'm sorry, Christina. Thought Indago. She twisted it open, then swallowed all of the contents. She sat there, waiting. After a few minutes, she started feeling sick. She felt dizzy, Indagot hen stopped breathing...

Footsteps echoed, they were her own. For she was the only person in the area. There was nothing, only blackness. It seemed to stretch forever. he paused a moment. A hand was laid upon her shoulder. "Back again? 'Tis not your time child, you must return." said a kindly old voice, it sounded male. "I don't want to! You've no idea how awful it is back there! Please, let me stay..." Indago pleaded. "No child, you'll know when it's your time." said the voice.

Indago then awoke, she felt stone walls around her, there was an empty bottle in her hand. Damn. IT hadn't worked! Why was she continuosly getting sent back? She didn't want to be there! Indago shoved the bottle back into her pocket, then began to cry silently to herself. It wasn't fair, she was forced to stay there, when all she wanted was to get away... The door creaked open, Indago took no notice.

[popprincess1995]

Jasmine didnt see Indago there. The only reason she had changed was so every one thought she was getting better. She locked the door. She rolled up her sleeve and took out her knife. She began slowly cuttiing her arm, enduring the pain

[potterfreak14]

Indago still took no notice, she was too overwhelmed in her own pain to hear Jasmine. She sniffed, then stood. It would have to wait...

[popprincess1995]

When Jasmine hit it particularly hard she yelped in pain. She lookd down and she could see her bone, dang. She shrugged and continued cutting. "No one can stop me if they dont know" She muttered.

[potterfreak14]

Indago sniffed again, she heard a familiar voice. "Jasmine?" Indago called out.

[popprincess1995]

"No, I am not the Jasmine I used to be and not like any one cares" She said rhinking it was a voice in her head. She continued to slice her arm

[potterfreak14]

"Jasmine, what are you doing?" Indago asked, hearing movement, but not really being able to see it.

[popprincess1995]

Jasmine thought it was her concious. "What I always do, I aam cutting myself" She muttered and continued to. SHe then realized it was Indago, oh crud.

[potterfreak14]

Jasmine's words hit her. Hard. Like a bag of bricks. What Jasmine was doing was terrible, yet Indago did it herself... She wasn't one to talk... "Jasmine, why?" Indago asked feebly, her words seemed faint and distant...

[popprincess1995]

Jasmine felt her mouth go dry and it was hard to swallow. "Why do you do it?" She asked moodily and put her knife away.

[potterfreak14]

"Well..." Indago began, unsure of how to word it... This was a touchy subject, a very sensitive matter... "Because of all the emotional pain, I've had to endure many traumatizing events, I began to think that physical pain was nothing..." Indago continued, feeling tears sting at her eyes, she attempted to hold them back, it was too hard. They escaped, rolling gently down her cheeks as she continued. "It spiraled out of control from there." Indago finished, then rolled up the sleeve on her left arm. She knew the scars were still there, but she couldn't see them. She fingered the word "worthless" that she'd carved into her arm a few months ago. It would stay there forever.

[neigh123]

Lily came into the Empty Classroom. She gaps when she saw Indago's arm.

[popprincess1995]

"Is that why?" She asked disbelivingly. "Why do you care about what I do then?" She asked. She rermembered how Indago had told evan that she was a depressed emo that hated everything except for him.

[potterfreak14]

Indago sniffed. "To tell you the truth, I'm not sure anymore." Indago said, her voice barely audiable.

[popprincess1995]

Jasmine rolled her eyes. She wasnt in the mood for drama. She healed her bleeding arm and her muscle she ahd cut though. She groaned sligtly. Her stomach hurt and she didnt know why