Sick of It {open}

[potterfreak14]

"Doesn't that feel better, and look." began Indago, crossing the room and opening the door. "No followers." she finished.

[popprincess1995]

"What ever" she grumbled. She closed her eyes and saw a figure in the shadows out side the door. Jasmine ran over and slammed it shut and locked every lock on the door. She heard quiet cursing outside the door. "Yes followers" she said and sat down on a sofa that appeared from nowhere. It was the room of requirment.

[potterfreak14]

"Well, it's not like they can get in." said Indago, putting a spell on the door to make it disappear. She could make it come back when she chose to.

[popprincess1995]

"You almost let one in" she said as much to herself as to Indago. She thought about some things. Alot of times when she tried to help, she would try and try and ty and try and it would result in nothing. She decided to stop trying. She knew everyone would be better off with out her.

[potterfreak14]

Indago picked Christina up out of her crib. "Mah mah." Christina babbed. That was her only word, but it still managed to bring tears to Indago's eyes whenever she said it.

[popprincess1995]

"I'm giving up for good, no one cares anymore, I am not worth anything" she muttered as she felt tears stream down he rcheecks.

[potterfreak14]

"Don't EVEN say things like that!" Indago said firmly, staring at Jasmine in astonishment.

[popprincess1995]

Jasmine glared. "Your one to speak, all you do since Evan died is think things like that. I will take your advice when you can take it yourself" she muttered. She didn't mean to be rude but that was how it came out. And it was true. She trys to cheer people up but her friends seem negitive to her positivity. Everyone was sulkyand no one needed her. No one probably even wanted her. She had been in an orphanage before. Adopters ignored her. They laughed at her, They sneered. That was why she ran away from the orpange and lives on the street. No one everr wanted he and never would.

[potterfreak14]

Indago knew she was being hypocrotical, it was hard not to be. She was tring, but in her attempts the struggle was inundating. She always came up just short... It was never enough to get her back out of that rut... Tears stung at her eyes again.

[popprincess1995]

Jasmine twirled her knife in her fingers deep in thought. She thought of how everyone had family. Everyone was just in trouble because of her. She held the knife at her own throat as droplets of blood oozed onto the blade.

[potterfreak14]

Indago set Christina down and wrenched the blade from Jasmine's grasp. Indago felt tears running down her cheeks. She crossed the room and opened the window, then chucked the knife out. It fell into the lake. Indago sat on the foot of the bed, shaking, but not from cold.

[popprincess1995]

Jasmine glared. "You just ruined the possibility of you living. I am the reason everyone in my famly died. People could die from me. I am just thinking about everyone else! You say your so miserable but I never had a family, I never had one because I am the reason they died! Everyone here is indanger even more cause I am here! I hate being me! I HATE IT AND YOU JUST RUINED IT!!!" She yelled angrily. She felt the voice come in her head.
Good job laughed the icy voice.
"I AM NOT IN THE MOOD SO GO AWAY!" She screamed at the voice.
Don't talk to me like that! Hissed the voice.
"I will say anything I want to say, I will do everything I wannna do and I will kill you next time you dare interupt me! ARE WE CLEAR!" She screached angrily her voice rising.
I will get you snapped the voice as it dissapeared. She felt herself wobble as she collapsed on the ground.

[potterfreak14]

Indago was partly shocked, tears still running down her cheeks. What had that been about? Indago gently placed Jasmine in the bed and revived her, biting her lip and attempting to stop crying.

[popprincess1995]

"Itis nothing to cry about" Groaned Jasmine as she felt her head. It had a bruise from where it hit the floor. "I am going to trust you with a secret if you stop crying" Siad Jasmine quietly. Indago would thi nk she was crazy unless she told her.

[potterfreak14]

Indago sniffed, then nodded, wiping a tear from the corner of her eye. She cared about Jasmine, and the thought of her dying just made Indago feel even more scared and alone...