Little slice of perfection...(Vivian)

[lexie]

Lexie slipped on her heels and as she ran a brush through her hair, glanced over at the crib set up in her dorm room beside her bed whilst Vivian was away. When she came back the crib would go back to it's original place beside her bed. Lexie turned back to focus on her mirror and watched with satisfaction as her hair went back to it's shocking red instead of the rainbow colors she'd changed it to for Celosia. Sure the little girl was still practically a newborn but she seemed to have an appreciation for colors, and would spend hours simply staring at Lexie as the young girl changed her hair. It passed the time, and helped Lexie take her mind off where her girl-friend was. Celosia gave her something to concentrate on instead of the normal blind panic that had set in since Vivian began changing again, she hadn't seen her for three days now and it was killing her.

"I think Mummy's going to be very happy to see you pumpkin..." she sang as she made her way over to the grib where the little girl was cooing. Seeing her Lexie's smile widened considerably, she loved her more than words would be able to say. It was as if she was her own, it was hard to describe but she knew she'd love this little girl forever, just like her Mother, whom she loved more than anything. Checking her watch again, Lexie sighed softly, "Come on then princess let's go..." she said softly, gently scooping up the dainty little baby into the crook of her arms, cradling her delicately against her chest, making sure she was wrapped nicely, though she didn't secure the blanket around her for fear the baby would overheat in her clothes, but the blanket was around her and ready to secure if Lexie even sensed so much as a chill in the air.

With the baby in her arms Lexie headed out their dorm and common room. Having a new baby in the school still earned a few strange looks but Lexie didn't care and she knew for sure it didn't bother Vivian. If possible her beautiful girl-friend was back to being her happy self since Celosia's arrival. The walk to the hospital was quick and at the doors Lexie paused, looking down at the baby, slightly worried about Vivian. Biting down on her lip she pressed a kiss to the babies head and slipped through the doors into the hospital wing, her eyes immediately landing on the bed to the end of the room which was hidden from view due to the curtain pulled around it.

Gently, soothingly she bounced Celosia in her arms and began to make her way towards the bed. Reaching it she pulled back the curtain and peered around, "Hey you...up for some visitors?" she asked softly, not sure if her girl-friend was asleep or not, due to her back being to Lexie and Celosia...

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[vivian]

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To be frank, it had been a rough month and a half. After having nine--er, seven months of not having to go through the pain-filled shift that came with every full moon, it had been obvious that she was "out of shape". She had forgotten how painful it was and it perhaps hurt even more than usual. The shift had been rough, though. She hated it. She hated it more than she already did. But, it was something she could never change. During the past shift, she had gotten into a bit of trouble. She wasn't quite sure how it had happened, obviously. But, she had managed to break two ribs and found herself under a pile of shattered wood on the floor beneath the one she had taken cover in. As always, she had a number of fresh cuts on her back and shoulders from her self-inflicting out lashes. She wouldn't be able to sleep on her back for at least a week now.

That was why her she had been resting on her side when she heard the soft voice of her girlfriend. After all the pain, the wounds, and just plain energy she had gone through in the past three days, she was beyond tired. She had been sleeping ever since she had returned, but she wouldn't let that get in the way of letting her see her two amazing girls. Taking a moment to drag herself out of her drowsy mentality, she carefully rolled over, wincing as she felt the cuts on her back and shoulders stretched in protest. After a few moments of a bit of a struggle, she was on her side once more, facing Lexi and Celosia. "I'm always up to see you two."

[/b], she said in a bit of a weary voice, smiling as she looked at the two.

Really, despite all the drama that had happened between them, Vivian was far from unhappy with how it all turned out. She couldn't really have been happier. Here she was, by some miracle, with two girls that she loved more than anything. What more could she asked for?
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[lexie]

Vivian was in pain Lexie could see that much. There weren't that many outward injuries that she could see but she had no doubt there were some beneath the clothing, especially as she watched the cautious way in which her girl-friend moved as she rolled over to face them. Tears filled her eyes and she shook her head, forcing a smile on to her face as she nodded her head. Clearing her throat she lightly swayed Celosia in her arms, sitting on the edge of Vivian's bed being careful not to jostle it. "Well we won't stay long, Celosia just missed Mummy....as did I." she said softly, giving her girl-friend a soft, warm smile. Reaching a hand out she carefully brushed a lock of Vivian's hair behind her ear, before letting her hand come to rest on her cheek gently.

"Are you okay?" she asked, her voice cracking slightly at the end of the question. Would she ever get used to this? Sure she'd always known Vivian was a werewolf but with Celosia, she hadn't changed so Lexie had never known her whilst she went through these monthly changes and if she was honest it was terrifying her. "That's it for this month yeah?" she asked, hoping she was right, adjusting Celosia in her arms she turned the baby into her other arm so she could face her Mother better. The little girl continued to coo and stare at Vivian, making Lexie smile.

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Vivian didn't need to ask to know that all of this was worrying Lexi. She could see the worry, the fear, the concern in her eyes, and in a way, it pained the brunette to think it was because of this. But, she would be sure to do what she could to comfort the girl. Giving her a soft, warm smiling, Vivian lightly shook her head wincing a bit as she got herself to sit up. She hated feeling weak like this, which was why she had put up a bit of a fight when the nurses had put her in the hospital wing. After taking a few moments to get herself straightened, she carefully leaned over and gave the girl a kiss, hoping to reassure her.

"I'll be fine. It isn't usually this bad. I promise."

[/b], she said softly, gently running her fingers over her cheek and down her neck, kissing her again. Even though it had been three days, the werewolf had missed the contact of her girlfriend. But, as much as she wished she could, she couldn't hold that position for very long. The strain on her back was pulling at the wounds and she eventually pulled back a bit, lightly leaning against the headboard of the bed. Her eyes eventually fell down to Celosia, a wide smile slipping onto her lips. "Hey, baby girl. Mummy missed you."[/b], she cooed back to her daughter, smiling as she gently ticked her. The little girl gave a bit of a gurgled giggle, her tiny feet kicking out faintly. It all brought out a small laugh from the werewolf mother, grinning brightly before she came up with an idea. Scooting over a bit, Vivian smiled as she patted the now open space next to her. "Sit with me?"[/b]
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[lexie]

Lexie watched helpless to do anything with Celosia in her arms as Vivian moved, pushing herself up into a seated position. Her beautiful girl-friend leaned over to kiss her and Lexie eagerly returned the soft kiss, smiling and wiping away the tears in her eyes when they parted. "I just feel so helpless...I love you and it is horrible knowing your out there at night. It's three days but...I worry and I miss you." she admitted, blowing out a breath and leaning in to kiss Vivian again, lightly rocking Celosia in her arms. As her girl-friend began to move to get more comfortable and finally looked at the baby Lexie smiled brightly as the baby laughed at the attention her Mother gave, her little feet kicking out in her excitement.

"She missed her Mummy too...had me paint pallet all night..." she teased, her hair changing to an ever changing multi colored pattern of colors. She looked at Vivian and stuck out her tongue, proving her obvious point because Celosia's eyes went wide and her little hand reached out. At Vivian's suggestion, Lexie smiled softly and stood, her hair going red again as she stood. Kicking off her shoes she carefully moved herself onto the bed next to Vivian, her knees slightly raised, and once she was settled she lay the baby back against her legs, leaving her arms free, her hands supporting the baby, either side. "So your okay? Your not hurt?" she asked, wondering when her girl-friend would be back out.

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Grinning as her girlfriend took her up on her offer, sitting down beside her, Vivian felt a sense of comfort. It was nice to be able to sit here beside her girlfriend and her daughter. It was something that she would always love doing and something that she hoped they would forever be doing. Lightly leaning against Lexi, resting her head on her shoulder, the werewolf lightly snuggled into her neck, nodding her head. "Relatively, yes, I am. It's just a few scratches and bruises, nothing to horrible. Trust me, I've had worse before. But, it's nothing I can't handle."

[/b], she said, glancing up faintly at Lexi. Really, this wasn't the worst she's been. There had been plenty of other times where she had been hurt much more than this. But, it wasn't anything she worried about. At least, not any more.

Of course, she was still terrified of the thought of hurting someone else while she was in that form. Or, even worse, bite someone. She knew how horrible it was to live with this, and if she was to give it to someone else...She just wouldn't be able to live with herself... Pushing those thoughts from her head, Vivian instead focused on what she had here with her. Giggling a bit as she watched her daughter, she sat up a bit straighter before gently picking up Celosia. "Hi, baby girl."[/b], she cooed again, kissing her daughter on the nose before looking back to Lexi. "Mmm, I love you."[/b]
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[lexie]

Lexie smiled softly as her girl-friend made herself comfortable against her side, resting her head onto her shoulder, snuggling into her comfortably. "Just hate that you have to go through this every month...easy to forget you have to since you didn't change with Celosia." she said, resting her head against Vivian's. Maybe in time she'd get used to it, surely she would but she doubted she'd ever stop worrying when Vivian went out there every month. It was dangerous and it hurt to know she couldn't help her, all she could do was wait with Celosia and be there to take care of Vivian when she returned and the cycle was over and done with for the month.

She let Vivian take Celosia and smiled softly, letting her hands come to rest on her lap. Looking at Vivian she leaned in and kissed her gently, "I love you to." she replied, and she really did. She really hoped this was how the rest of her life played out, just the three of them forever. Their own little slice of perfection, sure they were young but they'd been through so much together, they were strong together, and Lexie knew whatever happened they could get through it together. "So when you getting let out of here?" she asked softly, wondering how much time they'd need for Vivian to recuperate.

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There werewolf couldn't help but chuckle faintly as she made her comment, nodding her head. Yes, it had been nice to not have to shift when she had been pregnant with Celosia. It had been wonderful, and in a way, she had felt normal. She didn't have to hide from people, she didn't have to worry about the safety of others. But, that time was over and done with, and she was once again left to her own devices during her shifts. But, she had something that she hadn't had before. Actually, she had two things now. She had Lexi there for her and her baby girl, things she could look forward to seeing after the shifts and would bring that sense of comfort she had always lacked after her shifts.

As her girlfriend gave her a soft, loving kiss and expressed her own emotions, she felt her heart swell, just as it always did with the red-haired girl. "Sometime tomorrow. I uh...well, I kinda bruised some ribs of something...That doesn't usually happen, really."

[/b], she added the last part quickly, not wanting the girl to think that she'd be getting hurt like that constantly. Usually she only had some cuts and bruises from her shifts, hardly anything that was an actual injury, but, as she had fallen through the rotten flooring of the Shrieking Shack, she had gotten a bit more damage done.
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[lexie]

"Sometime tomorrow, perfect...it's the weekend and we can just relax in the dorm, just the three of us, get you better." she said to Vivian, smiling softly, and tapping her girl-friends nose playfully before looking at the baby. At Vi's reassurances that she didn't usually get so hurt, Lexie forced a small smile and nodded her head, releasing a sigh. "That better be true missy or you'll be in big trouble with me next time." she warned her, shooting her a wink to let her know she was teasing, though she was being truthful, Vivian would have a lot to answer for if she kept coming back hurt.

She tickled underneath Celosia's chin and cooed at the little girl, earning herself a light giggle as her feet began to kick excitedly. Lexie laughed as well and shook her head, shifting so she was sitting more on her side beside them both, "She slept well last night...not a peep till this morning...passed straight back out after feeding." she chuckled, tickling underneath the little girls chin again and smiling. "It's crazy how crazy I am about her..." she sighed, shaking her head.

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[vivian]

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Smiling, she watched Lexi for a few moments, simply taking in her beauty. At times like this, Vivian couldn't help but wonder what she had done to deserve such an amazing girl like her. As far as she was concerned, she wasn't anywhere near the same worth as her girlfriend. She was a halfbreed who had a child with her best friend as a teenager. Where in that did she have anything close to being worthy enough to be with this girl? Lexi was a girl who was everything she need, everything she wanted and more. She was loving, accepting, beautiful, and just overall perfect. Vivian was far from perfect with what she was, and she was sure of it. After a few moments of just watching her girlfriend, the werewolf gradually drew her gaze back to her daughter, giggling faintly.

"I know...But, how can you not become crazy over something as adorable as her."

[/b], she said with a grin, giggling faintly before she sat up a bit more, bringing Celosia closer to her chest. "Yes. You are such a little angel."[/b], she cooed, smiling as she gently hugged her daughter. As she eventually pulled away, her smile faltered faintly, lightly tilting her head as she looked at her baby girl, who looked so much like her father. "...I wish Quinton could see her..."[/b]
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[lexie]

Lexie watched the interaction between Mother and Daughter and smiled softly, finding herself actually craving that sort of bond herself. Though with her chosen lifestyle it was unlikely to ever happen, and that was a sad thought. For a moment she frowned and looked at her lap before shaking her head and those thoughts away, and focusing on the two girls by her side, and smiling softly. Then at the mention of Quinton she felt her smile falter for a second time and sighing softly she looked at Celosia, unable to deny how much she looked like Quinton. It was a devastating fact that they'd never meet.

"I know...but I have no doubt he's looking down on her, proud...amazed at what you two created together." she said softly, shooting Vivian a small, warm smile. Looking at Celosia her smile widened ever so slightly and she lightly tapped the babies nose watching as her mouth opened and her eyes widened a fraction, seemingly in shock at what Lexie had just had the nerve to do. The reaction made Lexie giggle a little and she shook her head. "She seems to like being sang to...we spent a long while last night just doing that." she told Vivian.

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It was a depressing thought no matter how many ways you put it. Quinton would never be able to have the joy of meeting his daughter, and Celosia would never have the honor of meeting him. They looked so much like each other, and Vivian wondered if the girl would be as excitable and hyper as he was. She smiled faintly at that thought. No, her baby girl may not have been able to meet him, but she could only hope that she had the lovely gift of being just like him. The werewolf couldn't help but laugh, though, at the look on her daughter's face as Lexi tapped her tiny, little nose. "Well, aren't you demanding."

[/b], she teased faintly as she looked at Celosia, the baby simply gurgling as her tony fingers weakly attempted to grab at the fabric of her mother's shirt, but failed to do so.

Vivian giggled faintly, before she leaned onto her girlfriend, feeling complete with them there. If anyone had told her last summer that she would have a daughter and the most amazing girlfriend ever, she would've laughed at them. Never in her wildest dreams would she have thought she'd have any of this and would've been this happy. Yes, there was still a number of saddening events that had wrecked her emotions, but the love and support of her girlfriend, and the affection she felt for her daughter had allowed it all to heal. The emotional scars were still there, but they she had learned to tolerate them. "God...she's already growing up so fast..."[/b]
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Lexie shifted into a more comfortable position so Vivian could lean against her. Smiling again when Vivian gushed over how fast the baby was growing up, with a nod of her head she laughed softly. "She is indeed...but on the plus side she's sleeping a little longer than she first did, meaning we're not up every hour..." she joked, brushing her hair back behind her ear as she lightly tickled Celosia beneath her chin, making the baby kick out her legs in excitement. Lexie beamed and laughed again, shaking her head as she teasingly nudged Vivian, nodding towards her girl-friends daughter.

"I was thinking...she's growing so quick, most of the little outfits we bought for her don't fit anymore so we should go out next weekend...I know Hogsmeade doesn't have much in the way of baby clothes but we'll find something...what do you say? Up for it pretty girl?" she asked, shooting a smile at her girl-friend, then one at Celosia as the baby let out a high pitched squeal before shoving her own tiny fist into her mouth and gurgling some nonsense. Smiling Lexie looked at the watch on her wrist and sighed, "Almost time for her next feed..." she said reluctantly, knowing the time was coming where she'd have to leave.

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Vivian laughed faintly as she nodded her head in agreement, knowing that she was right. It made the nights a bit more easier than it had been, but the mother still had some trouble sleeping. With Celosia becoming so quiet at night now, there were dozens of times where she would become worried that something was wrong. She would get up a number of times just to check up on her baby girl, to make sure she was okay. She had heard of SIDS and the thought that it could possibly happen to her little angel terrified her. That was what had her checking the little girl when she was asleep, just to make sure that she was okay. So, though it was a bit easier, she had yet been able to actually sleep through the entire night.

As she continued to cradle her daughter in her arms, she tried to fight back a yawn, though failed to do so. She again nodded her head, chuckling faintly as she gradually gave a faint sigh. "Yeah, she's gonna need them pretty soon, huh?

[/b], she smiled, not completely minding the idea of shopping for her baby girl. No, she had never been a huge fan of shopping for clothes, but going out to get things for her little girl didn't bother her as much. As her girlfriend spoke once more, she glanced up at her, giving her a bit of a half smile. She didn't want them to go, but she knew the little girl had to eat and she was feeling tired herself. Shifting was not something that took little energy, and it always drained her, more so this time since it had been the first shift she had made in seven months. "Alright, love. Better get her her food before she starts throwing a hissy fit."[/b], she said in a bit of a teasing tone, smiling as she gently kissed her girlfriend, wishing she didn't have to leave, but knew she had to.
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