Something Important {Minnie}

[potterfreak14]

Indago entered the girls common room, then counted over three beds. That one was hers. With all of recent events, Indago wasn't quite sure if there was anything to be optimistic about anymore. But one thing she knew for a fact was that her relationship with Minnie was fading. She didn't speak to her as much anymore... Indago really didn't want Minnie to be gone, she had so much left to say to her. The doors opened quietly, Indago heard footsteps, a familiar voice, but she couldn't quite figure out who it was...

[minnieweasley]

"Indago?" Minnie asked, taking slow steps over to where Indago sat on the bed.

[potterfreak14]

"Minnie, I've been wanting to talk to you, I think there's something you ought to know." Indago said, she had taken a glance at the mind, finding it was definately Minnie. She paused a moment, allowing her brain to process what she needed to say, and figure it into the right words to say.

[minnieweasley]

"Yeah?" Minnie stated, sitting on the bed across from Indago's.

[potterfreak14]

"Well, the day that I lost my sight, it was a strange expirence." Indago began, then paused, debating on which way to tell what had happened to her. She meerly adjusted her sunglasses and pressed on. "So, I was killed, went through the whole little light at the end of a dark tunnel gig, but when I got to the light, there was an old man. He told me my time had been called, but I could go back if I wanted to. He didn't tell me why I could live again, but what he did say was that if I went back, he would have to make me blind. So I agreed and I'm still here. And there's a snag, the followers have found out I'm still alive, and they're coming for me. So, I'm practically defenseless, because I can't distinguish visual differences." Indago finished, talking a little faster than normal, as if it would make her words more pleasent.

[minnieweasley]

Minnie looked at her feet, thinking things over. Perhaps Indago was just joking. Perhaps everything that was just going on was a joke. Maybe everything that was happening... maybe it wasn't really happening at all. At least, that's what Minnie tried to tell herself. She opened her mouth as though to say something, but words seemed unable to pass her lips. She returned to biting her lip. Things couldn't be this way, they just couldn't. Why couldn't jerks that no one cared about be dying? Surely then hardly anyone would notice. But when Minnie thought about this idea again, it occurred to her that there was probably someone who would be hurt greatly by that. Everyone would be. There were just those moments in life, where something could happen to anyone, and the affect would still be the same. Unfortunately, the chance that you would suffer from those awful events seemed to be much higher these days.

[potterfreak14]

"Minnie, I'm not joking, no matter how much you'd like me to be." Indago said heavily. "I need your help, Christina may have to be more dependant on her Godmother than her real one." Indago felt a lone tear roll down her cheek. She couldn't be an ample mother anymore... Out of everything that had happened to her, that was most likely onee of the most traumatic...

[minnieweasley]

"I - but -" Minnie stuttered. Another wave of grief had risen over her and come crashing down. Every time Minnie was sure that things were going to get better, even if it was just by the slightest bit, they always seemed to get worse. Why? Why did they have to be this way?

[potterfreak14]

Indago felt horrible, springing this upon Minnie. She felt horrible for everyone. A crying noise came from the crib beside Indago's bed. She leaned over, and scooped up Christina. She felt a small hand clasp onto her hair. Indago sighed. "No-no Christina." Indago said, untangling her child's fingers from her locks.

[minnieweasley]

Minnie looked at Christina, so innocent, so young. And growing up during this. Minnie bit her lip. "I'm sorry," she whispered.

[potterfreak14]

"You shouldn't be, it's nothing you've done." Indago said softly. Christina was a calm baby, she would just stay in Indago's arms. She seemed to notice something was different about her mother though, for she wasn't as loud as normal...

[minnieweasley]

Minnie opened her mouth and was about to say something, but bit her lip instead. The reason that she was sorry was very complex, and she was apologizing for many things.

[potterfreak14]

Indago gently placed Christina back in her bed. "Minnie, I don't get it anymore. I tried to kill myself twice this week, but I got sent back to earth. Why, Minnie? Why am I still alive?" Indago whispered, feeling tears sting her eyes.

[rosie13]

Lily came into te dorm and wasnt really paying attention. She walked past INdago and Mnnie to her bed. She buried ehr face in ehr pillow as she flopped down. Forgetting any one was there she let out a frustrated scream into her pillow. Puberty sucked. She just sat there her face buried in her pillow. Squacks came from the common room. She didnt have her thoughts blocked. Her kids were hungry. They could wait a minute, they wouldnt appreciate a tense mom. She screamed one last time into her pillow. She pulled out a mirror and brushed ehr vivid red hair until it spilled over her shoulders silkiy just like she liked it. She still wasnt paying attention that anyone was in there. She began towards the door and then backed up and faced Minnie. "Jasmine might be moving half way around the world and never coming back again, thought you ughota know" She said and collected a binch of bottles. She pulled out a large jar from her trunk. The jar was fillid with creamy white liquid. Special milk for her kids. She poured it into eac of the baby bottles and went back down to the common room to feed ehr hidden babys

[minnieweasley]

Minnie bit her lip. She didn't really hear Lily, she was too busy thinking over Indago's question. Finally, she responded: "I dunno, Indago. But there's gotta be some reason. There's gotta be some reason that we're not all dead, and that so many others are."